There were times during the last few months that I felt I was moving backwards. Now I feel like I'm standing still. I used to feel all beat up and sorry for myself because I worried about not meeting expectations of my superiors and colleagues and of myself.
Now I feel like I don't really care about it anymore. They just have to deal with me. I'm not going anywhere. I'm here to stay. They have to get used to me as much as I have to get used to them. So in a way, things for me now are much "better" than they were say a couple of months ago and I think I can narrow down the reasons why to two main contributing factors,
1. I started to drive gaining my own mobility (very inportant for living here!)
2. I stopped caring about what other people think of me.
Perhaps now I can finally move forward.
Shang-Chi and the Forgetful Couple
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Family watching Shang-Chi on free-to-air TV. Me: “This movie was carried by
Leslie Cheung.” Brother-in-law: “I thought he died already. Tony Leung
issit?” ...
1 day ago
1 comment:
I know exactly how u feel man... I now can't give a fcuk what others think of me... as long as we do our jobs and what we're paid for, nobody can say otherwise.
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